Overflowing

I know I’ve siad this already.  I know you know how I feel, but I need to say this again.

She had her chance to to choose you years ago.  And she didn’t.  She lead you on.  She gave to hope.  Then she chose him.  And in doing so she tore your heart out and stomped on it.

And now she says things are different.  She says the marriage is falling apart.  That she’s been seeing others.  That she wants to see where things could go.  She’s giving you hope again.  But she still didn’t choose you first.  She chose all of these others before she chose you.  Now she needs to make sure she can keep stringing you along.

You have made your choice to see her.  And I can’t change that.  But I do not agree with it.  I can’t.  I don’t trust her with your heart.  Nothing she has done makes me think she is doing anything but using you for convenience.  She has nothing better to do, no current fling at the moment, so she is coming here to give you hope again.

I love you.  Please be careful.  I don’t want her to break you again.

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2 Comments

  1. tartanninja says:

    Sounds like you need to let this guy go. He obviously doesn’t know what he wants. Do you?

    ... on July July 8th, 2007
  2. Saryn says:

    I have let him go, but he is still my closest friend. I needed to vent more. He had already heard all of what I wrote. And yes, I do know what I want.

    ... on July July 8th, 2007

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